Alone but happy.

Wow. Soundcheck at the Odeon was supposed to start at 2. "It'll be done by 2:30". Bah!!! HOME AT FOUR! Holy GrumpyNess! So now, hahaha, I'm sorry if you're one of the people that's affected by this, but I'm having my parents hold my calls until 6. I'm sorry guys (esp. Bobber, Heather, and Sarah b/c we have to make plans for tonight), but I seriously need some alone and quiet time. Reeeeaaaaally badly. My nerves are just shot. We'll make plans soon.
I'm better after checking my blog comments (thanks Bren and MJ you both totally saved my mood), and after reading Bren's blog.
*The things that we're afraid of are gonna show us what we're made of in the end.*
Bobber!! Your blog says that only team members can comment! I can't make a sales-pitch for you here, until people can actually leave comments! But yay for you for giving in and starting a blog. Waaaaa-haaaaaa. *clears throat.
WAAAAAAAA-HAAAAAA-HAAAAAAAA-HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA! There. That one was better.

Most days I am coping alright. I'm getting more used to being uncertain of everything. But it's hard. I mean, come on, who likes that feeling? I think lately at my best of times I'm carrying a hidden layer of stress. I just wish someone could pull up my files of a year from now and tell me how things are going for me.
How did my vocal exam turn out? Is my voice okay? How's Jonathan doing? Where am I living, what am I doing, do I love it? Who do I still hear from as a constant? How much do I miss my students? Bah! Too many questions. No more thinking. Brain.... calm..... down.
Not SureNess