...and a dog.
So last night I shared my room with, of course, MJ and Delia. And also our dear friend Marissa- it was nice to see her. When I woke up in the morning, Zethy was sleeping at the foot of the bed, which was a nice surprise, because he hasn't slept in my room since MJ came home and took up his side of the bed. He used to sleep and cuddle with me all the time, and I miss this. I really don't mind sharing my room. It's a little messy right now, which sux, and I can't find anything it seems, but half of that is just me not putting my laundry away (which I just finished doing, so hopefully I'll have more luck). Another part of that is Jonathan relocating everything as he sees fit.
The only thing that bugs me about it is when I want to go to bed, but I can't because someone is always inevitably having a deep conversation in the room. I either don't have the guts, or I'm too nice, to kick them out. One or the other. Well actually, it's because once you've decided to do someone a favor, you commit to it, and it's no longer being held over the person's head as a favor. I really am happy to have MJ and Delia around. And once I say "My room is your room", then it really is, and I have no right to kick anyone else out of their room.
I'm just sick and achy right now, and everything's irritating me, and I'm grumpy and downtrodden about everything. Once in a while I wish I could have just my little cuddly male companion in my room. Or Zethy, when he's on the road. *wink wink.
But then other times I wish I could just hog MJ to myself. We were starting to have a deep, much-needed conversation last night when Delia and Marissa came home. Which was okay, because it's always nice to have them around too. I dunno. I'm babbling in circles. My head is all snuffled up and it's clogging my brain. Gross.
Show tonight for the kiddies. Payment for Nessa. It's all good.
I'm going to go straighten my half-wet hair. And maybe eat some chocolate. Jealous?
SnuffaluffaGUS
The only thing that bugs me about it is when I want to go to bed, but I can't because someone is always inevitably having a deep conversation in the room. I either don't have the guts, or I'm too nice, to kick them out. One or the other. Well actually, it's because once you've decided to do someone a favor, you commit to it, and it's no longer being held over the person's head as a favor. I really am happy to have MJ and Delia around. And once I say "My room is your room", then it really is, and I have no right to kick anyone else out of their room.
I'm just sick and achy right now, and everything's irritating me, and I'm grumpy and downtrodden about everything. Once in a while I wish I could have just my little cuddly male companion in my room. Or Zethy, when he's on the road. *wink wink.
But then other times I wish I could just hog MJ to myself. We were starting to have a deep, much-needed conversation last night when Delia and Marissa came home. Which was okay, because it's always nice to have them around too. I dunno. I'm babbling in circles. My head is all snuffled up and it's clogging my brain. Gross.
Show tonight for the kiddies. Payment for Nessa. It's all good.
I'm going to go straighten my half-wet hair. And maybe eat some chocolate. Jealous?
SnuffaluffaGUS


6 Comments:
At June 23, 2005 11:39 PM,
Heather said…
CHOCOLATE??? CHOCOLATE? WHERE IS MINE... lol ok I won't complain my roomate suprised me today with some chocolate while I was sitting here typing my homework like a good girl! I got it done, and its not due till monday, which means I don't have to worry about it all weekend!
At June 24, 2005 2:28 AM,
Leah Wilburn said…
oooooo! Changin it up to 'Gus'
I concur, it would be nice to have a room to yourself, but it's nice to have them there also.
Feel better soon!
And I'd LOVE for you to pull some sort of spontanious trip if it's in the cards.....
LM
At June 25, 2005 3:03 AM,
Rae said…
You're a sicky too! I'm so sorry to hear it my dear. Eat lots of chicken-noodle soup, don't take asprin because it's bad for your voice (weird I know) and get tons of sleep.
I hear a little rumor that you're coming here for Canada day?? (I heard it through my very good friend who heard it from another one of my very good friends a.k.a. your boyfriend). I'm very excited to finally meet you.
But until then, rest up, soup it up and thank you so much for all the comments.
Feel better Neesa!
~Chel
At June 29, 2005 2:35 AM,
Heather said…
NEW POST NEW POST NEW POST!
At June 29, 2005 2:36 AM,
Heather said…
I wanna hear about the trip to Moose Jaw!
At July 05, 2005 2:41 AM,
Anonymous said…
Well, it's funny how I have to read your blog to find out how you really feel these days...Sharing a room. Now I know that is not that hard for you, although there have been many days since you and I were permanent roomies. You are blessed :P
You must have been tired and just too overwhelmed by life when you wrote this one, and frankly, I know how you feel. And I think that is my only point for this response. To know how another feels is the place where love and compassion live. I know how you feel about wanting to hog me.
The good part - spending time loving someone in your thoughts is one of the greatest gifts you could give them. Thinking of their world and what it must be like to live their life. Then, you might have a smidgen of an idea how they feel.
I love you. I will think of you and get understanding.
Life was not meant to be spent on ourselves...
Of course, none of us is really that unselfish. That is why I am so glad I have higher vision to see you the way you are: compassionate, passionate, full of life. God's daughter. Beautiful.
And with perhaps a few human patches worn from worry, uncertainty, sleeplessness, growing pains.
None the less, I see you in my thoughts and I love you there. I always have...
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