...stupid tuesday...
A crappy Tuesday in the midst of a string of crappy Tuesdays.
Ever get that feeling that no matter what you do, it's not good enough? Like no matter how hard you try, no matter what you say or don't say, act on or don't act on, you'll just never function on a level that makes you a generally successful human being? Correction is good; but wouldn't it be great if we could get to a place in life where we don't need to be corrected all the time? Sometimes it's hard to see being corrected as a step forward. Instead, we regress to a state of five-year-oldum where all we can see is that we've been corrected and therefore didn't do good enough.
I felt like today was a marathon. And when I was done I didn't see that I had accomplished a marathon. All I saw was that it was out of the way for today, to be ran again tomorrow, and next time go faster, don't flinch when the gun goes off, and wear better shoes.
Of course, in the long-run, this advice will make me a better runner. But for now I'd rather be five.
I want my glass of water and pat on the back.
childishNess
Ever get that feeling that no matter what you do, it's not good enough? Like no matter how hard you try, no matter what you say or don't say, act on or don't act on, you'll just never function on a level that makes you a generally successful human being? Correction is good; but wouldn't it be great if we could get to a place in life where we don't need to be corrected all the time? Sometimes it's hard to see being corrected as a step forward. Instead, we regress to a state of five-year-oldum where all we can see is that we've been corrected and therefore didn't do good enough.
I felt like today was a marathon. And when I was done I didn't see that I had accomplished a marathon. All I saw was that it was out of the way for today, to be ran again tomorrow, and next time go faster, don't flinch when the gun goes off, and wear better shoes.
Of course, in the long-run, this advice will make me a better runner. But for now I'd rather be five.
I want my glass of water and pat on the back.
childishNess
posted by CrazyNess @ 8:40 PM
1 Comments:
At February 09, 2006 12:13 PM,
Heather said…
*hands ness a glass of water
*pats her on the back
I'm proud of you
And I totally know what your going through, I've been living days where it seems I've been busy all day, but I do'nt seem to accomplish anything! They are lovely I tell you!
So does that mean all night card sessions no longer exsists? Or that they just exsist without you?
Try not to tire yourself out too much!
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